Anyone ever get to the point where you
think there's no cure for your feelings
but your own medication methods?
Lately school, girls, & home life
have all had me stressed. (What teenager
isn't stressed by these things?)
I have a 250 word list to learn by tomorrow,
I know about 110 or so. We only had a week to
learn em so fuck that I'm not tryna bust my ass
studying, I want somewhat of a social life.
Which leads to the next topic, girls. Me &
my ex dated for 10 months. 10 months is a long
ass time to be committed to someone, & then
just break it off. It's not easy remembering
all the good times everytime I see her & trying
to kill old feelings. I don't exactly embrace them,
but I know I still want to be involved with her.
But idk lately it's just on some "I'll see you when
I want to" status. & it used to be "I always wanna chill."
Know what I mean? Eh, you don't have to know.
Homelife isn't really stressful, I just have a short temper
when it comes to a lot of shit & I miss my family in
Puerto Rico (I'm going for spring break atleast), my
cousins spread around the states, & especially fam in
New York, shout out to Andrew, Chinny, & Brandon. I
know they ocasionally peep the blog. I think it's cuz
I don't live with my father & he doesn't even have
a damn phone so I barely speak to him. & at home
it's just my mom & stepdad, if she says no to
something there's noone on my side. My real dad would
kinda side with me on shit & it wouldn't be so strict
In conclusion, all this shit builds up &
I just wanna relieve the stress & say fuck
it all. Going along with this post is 1 of my
favorite tracks from Degree of all time.
"Produced by Hannibal King off of Degree's new album.
F.E.A.R. [Fuck Everything & Rap]
Coming to a hood near you via E-Mail."
-Direct quote from him. Gotta love this crazyass nigga. haha.
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